I'm gonna have an operation again (?)

You read that right. And I'm quite mortified.

NO! I don't want another operation. But, for my sake and for humanity's as well, I will have another operation.

Turns out that my pre-auricular sinus tract at my right ear wasn't completely removed. So an infection recurred.

Last Tuesday, I had the chance to go to the OPD of PGH and I had my ears checked. They referred me to the Emergency Ward, which was a long way from OPD. Anyway, they performed an I&D on me (I&D means Incision and Drainage.) and it was really painful! They made an incision on the infected area, and they drained out the abscess. Gahd, I was crying in so much pain. And I was ALONE! How I wish I had someone with me (so that I could bite his hand to relieve my pain.) Hahaha.

Anyway, after a few minutes (which seemed like hours), the procedure was done. The doctor then prescribed another antibiotic. Yes, I'm taking two antibiotics now. He also prescribed a stronger pain reliever but I deemed it unnecessary to take it now coz I'm not experiencing any kind of MAJOR and INTOLERABLE pain anyway. :P

I'll pay the doctor another visit when I finish taking my antibiotics. Oh gahd. I feel sooo... drug dependent. :(

Greatest Form of Flattery

They say that imitation is the greatest form of flattery.

For a girl, the greatest form of flattery is the winning of the affection of the other girl. Well, in a different way. :P

Girl 1: So, how do I look? (As she tries on a very cute dress, which actually flatters her figure.)
Girl 2: OMG! You look totally awesome. I love you. And I think I'm a lesbian already... because of you.

Hehehe. It's funny. But I think it's true. Why? Because a girl has a different sense of beauty. And it's not easy for a girl to tell another that she's beautiful. Most girls would just say, "Yeah. Looks good." But if a girl confesses that she thinks she might turn or be lesbian coz of you, then that's it!

Scared...

Why?

Remember the time that I had my pre-auricular sinus removed?

Well, the right one is inflamed right now. It's hurting. And I'm scared. Because, I don't want to undergo any operation again.

I want to be a doctor. You may think it's ironic but I just don't want the feeling of being under the knife.

Argh. It's hurting right now. And I can't do anything about it. Please help. It's like a toothache. It hurts so much that it makes me cry.

Why am I afraid? Because I have no more sinus pre-auricular sinus. Supposedly. The thought that the right one is inflamed means there was a sinus left there. And that was what is infected right now, I think. ARGH. Dammit.

To anyone... help!

Scared...

Why?

Remember the time that I had my pre-auricular sinus removed?

Well, the right one is inflamed right now. It's hurting. And I'm scared. Because, I don't want to undergo any operation again.

I want to be a doctor. You may think it's ironic but I just don't want the feeling of being under the knife.

Argh. It's hurting right now. And I can't do anything about it. Please help. It's like a toothache. It hurts so much that it makes me cry.

Why am I afraid? Because I have no more sinus. The thought that the right one is inflamed means there was a sinus left there. And that was what is infected right now, I think. ARGH. Dammit.

To anyone... help!

what hurts...

What hurts more than losing you...









is knowing you're not fighting to keep me.

Friendster Testimonials

I'm so glad to have good friends who write well.

*ahem ahem*

And... to let you read what my friends think about me... I've compiled my testimonials.

I compiled them coz I don't want to risk losing them again.

Friendster Testimonials Part 1

Friendster Testimonials Part 2

Friendster Testimonials Part 3

Enjoy!

I Want to Die...

I want to die.

As in, right now.

I want the earth to swallow me up.

Or probably, be hit my a fast 18-wheeler truck.

Or maybe, I'll just cut my wrist and let blood gush out from my artery.

I don't know what you have against me.

I'm so busy with school, Kule, and other stuff.

And here one afternoon, may nabasa akong di kanais-nais.

What do you want from me?

Do you want me to kill myself in front of you?

Ano ba gusto mo mangyari?

What would make you stop pestering me?

What would make you STOP? You are trying to destroy my life.

Sorry. BECAUSE I WON'T LET YOU DESTROY MY PRECIOUS GOD-GIVEN LIFE.

If you really think that I'm that kind of person, then say it in front of my face and don't tell the whole world that first. Why can't you say it to my face?

Kung gusto nyo kong sirain by words. Fine. Gawin nyo lahat ng gusto nyong gawin at sabihin. Kung yan lang ang ikatatahimik nyo. Basta, isipin nyo na lang kung magiging masaya talaga kayo sa ginagawa nyo. Magiging proud ba kayo sa ginawa nyong yan kay God pag nasa huling hantungan ka na? Isipin mo muna kung magiging masaya ka talaga bago mo gawin. Dahil tinitiyak ko, yang puso at isip mo ay nabubulok na ngayon sa mga mga masasamang sinasabi mo.

Waywaya 2005

Attention All Writers!

The submission of entries for Waywaya 2005 is now open. Waywaya is the literary folio of The Manila Collegian, the Official student publication of the University of the Philippines Manila.

Submission of entries is not limited to staffers of The Manila Collegian. We are encouraging everyone to submit their literary pieces.

What kind of literary pieces could you submit? You could send in your poems, essays, short stories, photo essays, artworks, etc. Entries may be in Filipino or English.

Submit all entries to waywaya2005@gmail.com

You can submit as many as you want.

Thank you for the support. We are looking forward to seeing your entries there.

Words of encouragement

i know the times are down.. minsan..

it'll all pass.. and i will alwayz be by ur side.. luv ya

juz keep ya head up.. "tupac amaru shakur"

muah


Gahd, you made me cry just by saying these. Thank you so much Pa! I love you too!

xoxo,
Monique

I am...

not hungry anymore. Though I haven't eaten anything for 1 whole day straight, I realized that not eating anything wouldn't do me any good. I really had no appetite then but after the weight training we had at PE, I became hungry.

hating Y!M. I can't log in for like minutes already. Been trying and trying and to no avail.

expecting my muscles to be really sore tomorrow but I hope they won't be. The weight training we had this morning during PE really made me sweat off. (And made me dizzy too...)

still thinking of a good angle for the news story am writing.

hurt.

feeling bad.

feeling a bit better now although I was really sick last night.

depressed but I got my parents to help me get over depression.

wondering why words travel so fast.

not okay.

not really mad at you. Don't worry about me, I'll be fine. I just need space. I can't talk much right now.

sad because I have no load ALL DAY.

not going to check my Friendster anytime soon.

grounded.

praying for an ice cream to appear before my eyes. Anyway, a pizza would do.

wishing that you visit me sometime at home. I just want to introduce you to my parents. I just want them to know that there must be something in you that I loved. Teehee. They want to meet you, in short. (I know we're not together anymore. Still...)

thinking out loud.

so ironical and sarcastic at times. I think my classmate loves my sarcasm.

know a secret.

still cursing at Y!M.

not fearing touch. I fear being let go.

squirming at home because there are mice. :( And we caught a lot of them...

wishing you'd save me from misery.

still waiting for you to visit me at home.

laughing right now because I remember how embarrassed I am most of the time. I usually trip in front of cute guys. And it's not even funny! (Wrong timing.)

hoping that I'll learn from my mistakes.

still grounded for being a bad girl. (No cellphone, no Y!M, not even internet... I just got away with this... shhh.)

Litanya, Part 2

Ang sakit pala na mawalan ng anak...

I'm sorry to say this pero wala na sa akin si Lucius. Napabayaan ko sya. Ang sakit, ang sakit-sakit talaga ng nangyari.

Hindi ko alam kung bakit nagkaganon, pero ang sigurado lang ay nagkulang ako sa alaga. Maaaring hindi ako nagkulang sa pagmamahal... pero parang ganon na rin yon. Kahit anong gawin ko, wala na sya sakin.

Bumalik na sya sa breeder. Pero I'm really thankful dahil at least, mas maayos na buhay nya don. Kasalanan ko naman eh... Ang sakit talaga, sobrang pinamukha sakin how irresponsible I am. Sabi ko nga, "Don't rub it in." Thankful na rin ako dahil kahit papano ay naexperience kong mag-alaga ng shih tzu.

Lucius, I'm really sorry kung hindi kita nasuklayan araw-araw. Alam ko yon ang dahilan kaya nagkabuhol-buhol buhok mo. Sana nga kinalbo na lang kita, eh di hindi pa nagkaganyan. Sorry talaga... malaking kasalanan ang ginawa ko sayo na hindi pagsuklay araw-araw.

Ang hindi ko lang alam ay kung bakit umabot sa ganon ang sitwasyon. I was really saving up for him. Kung alam nyo lang, parte ng baon ko ang napupunta sa savings ko para kay Lucius. Bibili na nga ako ng mga gamit nya this August eh... Para talagang maayos ko na sya. Ready na nga rin ako para sa mga susunod nya na visit sa vet eh (para sa anti-rabies at heartworm prevention). Pero wala na... wala ng saysay pa.

Sobrang napamahal sakin si Lucius. Actually, hindi lang sakin dahil pati ang pamilya ko ay napamahal na rin sa kanya.

Kahapon pa ako buong araw na umiiyak. Hindi ko talaga kinaya. Hindi na rin mababalik si Lucius sakin dahil nga sa aking kapabayaan. :( I promise to be a better and more responsible pet owner in the future. It's a really big disappointment sa dog world. I accept that it's all my fault kung bakit nagkaganyan si Lucius. Pero I'm glad that he's okay now.

I really want to say sorry... to Lucius, to Ms. Cheryll, Gerard, Gel, Kuya Mon, to everyone. I failed you and I'm sorry for that.

Basta, ang sakit talaga mawalan ng anak. Lucius, sana magkita ulit tayo... I will miss you. Mahal pa rin kita kahit hindi ka na sa akin.

- - - - -

Oh diba? Ang daming nawala sakin. Due to that, I had a breakdown yesterday.

Let's just say na I've been crying 24/7. Pero wala na... There's no use dahil wala na. No amount of my crying would make Lucius come back to me. No amount of crying would undo every mistake that I have done.

Instead, I have learned that I must and should LEARN FROM THE EXPERIENCE.

- - - - -

Ang sakit din na makitang umiiyak ang parents mo dahil sa isang napakalaking pagkakamali.

I'm really sorry for disappointing you. Hindi na yon mangyayari ulit. I won't disappoint you ever again. *hugs* I love you.

- - - - -

Tungkol naman sa lalaking nasa naunang Litanya...

Sana makapunta ka naman dito sa bahay namin... kahit isang beses na lang. Even if it is for the last time. Ang hirap ba ng pinapagawa ko? Wala lang, gusto ko lang malaman kung mahal mo ba talaga ako.

Ako na ang iiwas sayo.

Masyado ng masakit ang mga pangyayari. Ayokong mawalan ng faith kay God pero bakit ganon? ANG TINDI NG SAKIT NA NARARAMDAMAN KO NGAYON.

Mahal mo nga ba talaga ako? Minahal mo ba talaga ako?

Marami akong hinanakit sayo. Pero hindi na kailangan malaman ng iba yon. Dahil ikaw, alam mo kung ano ang mga sinasabi mo sa iba tungkol sakin. At alam ko rin yon. Bakit kailangang sabihin mo sa kanila yon? Wala na. Wala na rin akong maitatago pa dahil alam na rin nila (lalo na ng mga magulang ko).

Minahal kita at sobra ang tiwala ko sayo... Pero bakit mo kailangang gawin yon? Sana isinaalang-alang mo rin ang damdamin ko.

- - - - -

Sa tingin ko nga, kahit siguro sakalin, sabunutan, o sampalin nyo ko... o kahit sabihan nyo ko ng kung ano mang masasakit na salita... at kahit siraan nyo pa ko... wala ng hihigit pa sa sakit na nararamdaman ko ngayon.

Sige lang, gawin nyo na lang sakin kung ano gusto nyong gawin. Kung yon lang ba ang ikakasaya nyo, eh di Go! Sabihin nyo na lahat ng gusto nyong sabihin. Kung magiging masaya lang kayo sa ginawa nyong yan, at kung pagdating ng kamatayan nyo eh alam nyong tama pa rin ang ginawa at sinabi nyo... eh di bahala na kayo.

Basta ako, gusto ko na ng katahimikan. Maaaring mawala muna ako sa online world. I'll focus on my studies na. Yon na muna at wala ng iba. At ngayon, makikinig na ko sa mga bilin sa akin ng mga magulang ko.

Hindi pa huli ang lahat para magbago.

Oo, ikaw... alam kong marami kang gustong gawin sa buhay mo. Alam ko rin na marami kang pagkakamali.

Hindi pa huli ang lahat... there's still time to change.

#1 Rules of Men

I received this in an email and this one really made me laugh. :)

- - - - -

At last, a guy has taken the time to write this all down. Finally, the guys' side of the story. (I must admit, it's pretty good.) We always hear "the rules" from the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side.

These are our rules! Please note. These are all numbered "1" ON PURPOSE!

1. Men ARE NOT mind readers.

1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down.

1. Sunday sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be.

1. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way.

1. Crying is blackmail.

1. Ask for what you want; let us be clear on this one:
Subtle hints do not work!
Strong hints do not work!
Obvious hints do not work!
Just say it!

1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question.

1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do, Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for.

1. Anything we said 6 months ago is inadmissible in an argument, in fact, all comments become null and void after 7 Days.

1. If you think you're fat, you probably are. Don't ask us.

1. If something we said can be interpreted two ways and one of the ways makes you sad or angry, we meant the other one.

1. You can either ask us to do something or tell us how you want it done, not both.

1. Whenever possible, please say whatever you have to say during commercials.

1. Christopher Columbus did NOT need directions and neither do we.

1. ALL men see in only 16 colors, like Windows default settings.
Peach, for example, is a fruit, not a color. Pumpkin is also a fruit. We have no idea what mauve is.

1. If we ask what is wrong and you say "nothing," we will act like nothing's wrong. We know it's not the truth, but it is just not worth the hassle.

1. If you ask a question you don't want an answer to, expect an answer you don't want to hear.

1. When we have to go somewhere, absolutely anything you wear is fine...really.

1. Don't ask us what we're thinking about unless you are prepared to discuss such topics as baseball, the shotgun formation or golf.

1. You have enough clothes.

1. You have too many shoes.

1. I am in shape. Round IS a shape!

1. Thank you for reading this. Yes, I know I have to sleep on the couch tonight; but did you know men really don't mind that? It's like camping.

- - - - -

See? That somehow put a smile on my face. Hope it put a smile on yours too. :)

Litanya

So this is it?

Is this already good bye?

If it is, I want to tell you that I had a great time with you.

I will miss you.

O sige na... gwapo ka na. (Kahit hindi. ehem.)

LOL

Sana lang... mapakita mo sakin kung gano ako naging kahalaga sayo.

Sana maparamdam mo sakin how important I really was to you.

Sana lang... kahit sa huling pagkakataon.

Salamat sa pagtulong mo sakin...

Sorry for the disappointments.

Bakit ko pa kasi naisip noon na tulungan kang ayusin ang buhay mo?

Responsibility ko ba yon? hindi. Pero bakit ganon? Why did I feel that I have to help you? Why did I feel that I need to help you? Sabi nga ng iba, you're worth the fight.

In all honesty, while I was trying to change you... ikaw ang nagpabago sakin. Oh diba? Ang dami mong tinuro sakin eh. :)

Haay... ngayon pa lang namimiss na kita. Bakit ba kasi ako ganito? Ang dami ng nagwarn sakin... pero bakit tinuloy ko pa rin?

Ako ba ang iyong sugo? haha. (scorns at the name)

Sigh. I miss your being corny. Yes, corny mga knock-knock jokes mo. Pero tinatawanan ko. Mahal kasi kita eh. Oh diba? (Shocks. Ang heavy.)

Sana lang nababasa mo to... Kasi balewala rin naman kung hindi mo to mabasa.

Sana maantig ko ang iyong puso at damdamin. Sana maipadama ko sayo kung gano kita minahal.

Alam mo yon? Sige na, you didn't ask me too. Pero I stayed by your side. I stayed with you. Hindi kita iniwan. Kelan ba kita iniwan? Alam ko rin na hindi mo ko pinilit na magstay. Pero pinili kong manatili sa tabi mo. Siguro kasi gusto ko rin makakita ng himala.

Ano nga bang himala ang hinahanap ko? Na sana maging malambot ka rin. Na sana isipin mo rin na may nagmamahal sayo. (Shocks. Haba ng hair mo.) Na sana matutunan mong mahalin yong nagmamahal sayo. Na sana, hindi mo na paglaruan ang ibang tao. Na sana maisip mo na hindi sa lahat ng pagkakataon ay tama ka. Na sana you wouldn't take for granted those that really care for you. At higit sa lahat, na sana maniwala ka na may Diyos.

Sige na, ikaw na rin nagsabi, hindi na tayo. Kahit na ganon, gusto kong malaman mo na ako pa rin si Monique. Ako na pwede mong kwentuhan sa lahat ng kalokohan, kasiyahan, kadramahan, at kung ano pang pakiramdam. Ako na palaging mong nirereklamuhan na may sakit ka. (Wish ko lang talaga doctor na ko para magamot na kita.) Ako na pwede mong kulitin. Ako na pwedeng magayos ng computer mo. Ako na nagaayos ng website mo. Ako na tumutulong sayo. Ako na maaari mong sandalan sa kahit anong dahilan. Ako na pwedeng magedit ng photos mo. :P Ako na pwedeng maginarte sayo. Ako na magsusulat para sayo. Ako na mamimiss ang kalokohan mo. At ako na nagmahal at nagmamahal sayo.

O sige na ang drama ko na. (Ayaw mo ata ng ganito. Pero gusto ko lang iparamdam sayo ito.)

Siguro nga this is for the better.

Para sayo... at para na rin sa akin.

Til then.

New Pics

Hey guys!

I've got new pics. :D

This was taken one afternoon with my brother. :)



The following pics were taken midnight. :)

Going solo...



With my bro.





Rocker meets Girly chick!





Enjoy and comment! :)

Manila Collegian

As of August 1, I am now officially part of the Manila Collegian!

Yipee!!!

Manila Collegian is the official student publication of UP Manila. I'm so glad that, at last, after almost a month of application period I am now IN!

Yay!

Cheers guys!

Thanks for the welcome, kuyas and ates!

Lucius is in Gel's house!

I just lent Gel my dog. Hehe.

Well, I let him take care of Lucius for a few days because I'm gonna be toxic this week and it's better off that he take care of him for me... At least I wouldn't worry much about Lucius because I know Gel would take care of him really well. Diba? (Bottom line: I expect hourly reports. LOL)

Gel, that's my baby. You take care of him. :P

Gahd. I miss him already. I hope he's doing fine and adjusting well.

I'm gonna miss him... :D

By the way, I'll post his pictures (when he was 3 months then) soon.

I hope Kuya Mon and Gel would take pictures of Lucius. Hehehe.

Wee... I'm excited to see Lucius again.

Try this...

*highlight everything that applies to you*

Have you ever...

smoked a cigarette (I tried my dad's when I was a kid. I didn't like the taste so that never happened again.)
madeout with a member of the same sex (OMG! This was when I was a kid. My friend and I were just tripping.)
crashed a friend's car
stolen a car
been in "love" (Of course.)
been dumped
shoplifted
been fired
been in a fist fight (Had one with my bro years ago.)
snuck out of my parent's house (I did when I was a kid. I wanted to play outside. :P)
had feelings for someone who didnt have them back (Yeah. And it's depressing.)
been arrested
made out with a stranger
gone on a blind date
lied to a friend (Yes. It's necessary... to make them happy.)
had a crush on a teacher (Of course. Had lotsa cute teachers. :P)
been to Europe
skipped school (Last year because I got sick. huhu.)
slept with a co-worker
seen someone die (Yep. huhuhu. I don't like the feeling.)
had a crush on one of your Tabulas friends (Yes. :P)
been to Canada
been to Mexico
been on a plane (Yep. But that was a long time ago...)
thrown up in a bar
purposely set a part of myself on fire
eaten Sushi (I love Sushi!)
been snowboarding
met someone in person from Tabulas (Yep. Had a Tabulas EB last April. You can check my archives for that. *wink*)
been moshing at a concert
been in an abusive relationship
taken painkillers (Yep. It's relieving. hehe.)
love someone or miss someone right now (I do!)
laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by (Yep. That was just one time though. :P)
made a snow angel
had a tea party (Had lots with my friends back then.)
flown a kite (I even made one!)
built a sand castle (I built lots already. I love going to the beach and making sand castles. :D)
gone puddle jumping (Yep. And it's messy. haha.)
played dress up (I do this lots of times. :P)
jumped into a pile of leaves (I just sanked into them. Haha.)
gone sledding
cheated while playing a game (I did this one time. LOL)
been lonely (*sigh*)
fallen asleep at work/school (always!)
used a fake id
watched the sunset (Such a pleasing sight!)
felt an earthquake (Yep. It was freaky.)
touched a snake (It's a small one anyway.)
slept beneath the stars (Really sweet. I was with my barkada then!)
been tickled (Haha. The last time was just a few hours ago. LOL)
been robbed (Yes. Darn those robbers!)
been misunderstood (lots of times!)
petted a reindeer/goat (Our neighbor had a pet goat.)
won a contest (Yes of course. Lotsa different contests. :P)
run a red light (I( crossed the street even if the red light was on. LOL I was in a hurry!)
been suspended from school
been in a car accident (It was not a major one anyway.)
had braces
felt like an outcast (Yeah. I even wrote a poem bout that. Ha!)
eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
had deja vu (5 times more or less... It's an amazing experience.)
danced in the moonlight (Did this with a girl friend.)
hated the way you look (Argh. Pero I love the way I look now. Even though I'm not 'model-like'.)
witnessed a crime (Yep. Theft, adultery, etc.)
pole danced
questioned your heart (Yep. It's really confusing.)
been obsessed with post-it notes (I have lots of post-it notes!!!)
squished barefoot through the mud (After that, I washed immediately. LOL)
been lost (Quite a number of times already.)
been to the opposite side of the country (Hm... yes I think so.)
swam in the ocean (Every sea is part of an ocean right?)
felt like dying (I hate this feeling.)
cried yourself to sleep (I did this lotsa times already.)
played cops and robbers (hehehe. this is a fun game.)
recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers (I do my sister's coloring books. :D)
sung karaoke (lotsa times!)
paid for a meal with only coins (Hahaha. Guilty.)
done something you told yourself you wouldn't (Then, feeling guilty afterwards.)
made prank phone calls (Did this back in grade school. Hehehe.)
laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose (I know it's gross, but this already happened to me. LOL)
caught a snowflake on your tongue
danced in the rain (We did the rain dance during the rain!)
written a letter to Santa Claus (I even e-mailed him!)
been kissed under a mistletoe (Sweet.)
watched the sun rise with someone you care about
blown bubbles (Love doing this!)
made a bonfire on the beach (tried this with my sibs.)
crashed a party
gone rollerskating (This is FUN!)
had a wish come true (So many times... One thing to remember: Be careful what you wish for.)
humped a monkey
worn pearls (Lots of times on different occasions.)
jumped off a bridge
screamed penis in class
ate dog/cat food (I try the food before I give it to my dog.)
told a complete stranger you loved them (Did this to make him and her happy.)
kissed a mirror (Even with lipstick!)
sang in the shower (One of my favorite things to do.)
have a little black dress
had a dream that you married someone (Yeah. And it was freaky.)
glued your hand to something (hehehe)
got your tongue stuck to a flag pole
kissed a fish
worn the opposite sexes clothes (Yes. Shirts and shorts. :P)
been a cheerleader (This was back in grade school.)
sat on a roof top (I sat on ours.)
screamed at the top of your lungs (This is tiring... and fun.)
done a one-handed cartwheel
talked on the phone for more than 6 hours (Done this already. Hehe.)
stayed up all night (Did this a lot during high school.)
didn�t take a shower for a week
pick and ate an apple right off the tree
climbed a tree (Feeling Tarzan. LOL)
had a tree house
are scared to watch scary movies (I'm scared of Sadako.)
believe in ghosts
have more than 30 pairs of shoes
worn a really ugly outfit to school just to see what others say
gone streaking
played ding-dong-ditch
played chicken (I'm a chicken!)
been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on (This was during a party!)
been told you're hot by a complete stranger (Everytime!)
broken a bone
been easily amused (Teehee!)
caught a fish then ate it
made porn
caught a butterfly (Then tried to keep it... but later I set it free.)
laughed so hard you cried (hehehe. That's what you call tears of joy.)
cried so hard you laughed (hahaha. Memories...)
mooned/flashed someone
had someone moon/flash you
cheated on a test
have a Britney Spears CD
forgotten someone�s name (huhuhu. *sad*)
slept naked
French braided someone�s hair (I did this lotsa times with my sisters' hairs.)
gone skinny dippin in a pool (I was still a kid then.)
been threatened to be kicked out of your house
been kicked out your house

Ikaw...

Tutal binabasa mo naman pala to, eto lang masasabi ko.

Mahal kita... sana mahal mo din ako.

Sorry na... please. Inaayos ko na nga buhay ko para sayo (at para na rin sa akin).

Maraming salamat sa pagtulong mo sa akin. You've helped me in innumerable ways.

Sana lang may halaga pa ko sayo.

I'm willing to make amends.

Ewan ko ba kung tama tong pagpost ko nito. For sure, marami ang magrereact at sana isa ka na don. Sana wag ka na magalit sakin. I want to keep US too.

Di mo siguro alam kung gano ka kahalaga sakin. Di ko rin alam kung pano ko talaga maipapakita sayo.

I know I made some (or maybe a lot of) stupid mistakes. Inaamin ko naman eh. May mga pagkakamali ako.

Sorry na. I really want to keep US. Yong US na maayos at yong hindi basta lang.

I care for you a lot and I do love you.

Right now, ang dami kong pinoproblema. I've made a lot of mistakes and I'm doing my best to correct them and/or to make up for the damage they made. Gusto ko na ng peace. Gusto ko naman kahit etong part lang na to ng buhay ko eh tumama. Kaya walang kokontra.

Money and Success

Let not money hinder you from being successful. Money alone doesn't guarantee success. You don't need money to be successful. Do not let poverty hinder you from fulfilling your dreams.